My motherhood journey
Trusting God Through the Unplanned
Motherhood is often portrayed as a journey filled with planned milestones, carefully crafted timelines, and picture-perfect moments. But for me, becoming a mom was anything but planned. I became a young mother of two boys who were surprises in every sense of the word. Despite the uncertainty, these boys are the best gifts God has ever given me, and my journey with them has taught me the immeasurable importance of trusting in the Lord.
My first born
Introducing Ian, our remarkable 9-year-old miracle, who’s a mini version of me in the best possible way. With his deep emotions and bright intellect, Ian has a knack for feeling things profoundly and expressing them with a beautiful voice that we hope the world will hear one day. His love for singing fills our home with melody, and his passion for reading and watching documentaries keeps him endlessly fascinated. Ian’s creativity shines through in his intricate LEGO creations, showcasing his talent for building complex and imaginative structures. We’re constantly amazed by his brilliance and the way he brings his dreams and passions to life.
When I found out I was pregnant with my first son, I was overwhelmed. I was young and just starting my PhD program, "this" wasn’t supposed to happen. Even with all the proper precautions and my awesome 10-year plan not to have kids, there he was in the sonogram. The world around me seemed to offer an easy way out. I was even offered an abortion, as if it were just another option on a menu. But deep in my heart, I knew that God had a purpose for this child. I refused to entertain the idea, trusting that the Lord would provide the strength and resources I needed to embrace this unexpected blessing. I held on to the belief that God had big plans for my son, plans that would unfold in His perfect timing.
My little guy
Meet Isaac, our vibrant 5-year-old bundle of joy! With his ever-present smile and an adventurous spirit, he’s a ray of sunshine in our lives. Isaac’s heart is as vast as his curiosity—fearless and always eager to explore the outdoors. His sweet, smart nature shines through in everything he does, and his constant declarations of love remind us daily just how big his heart truly is. Whether he’s sharing a new discovery or simply telling us how much he loves us, Isaac fills our days with endless happiness and wonder.
Isaac came at another seemingly inconvenient time. I was in the midst of writing and defending my thesis, trying to launch my career, and facing rejection after rejection because I was nearing my due date. This pregnancy came with a lot of complications, and I had little to no hope. No one wanted to hire a soon-to-be mom. It was a challenging and frustrating time, but once again, God showed up in the midst of my uncertainty. He provided in ways that I couldn’t have imagined, turning what felt like setbacks into steppingstones.
The race is not over
Now, my boys are in elementary school, and our life is a beautiful mess of laughter, chaos, and love. They fill our days with energy and joy, even as they drive us a little crazy. Every time I look at them, I’m reminded of God’s faithfulness. These unplanned moments have turned into the most meaningful parts of my life.
It hasn’t been easy being a mom without family nearby. There have been days when I’ve felt isolated and overwhelmed, but my husband has been my rock through it all. Together, we’ve learned that our family is our first ministry, the place where we are called to serve, love, and grow. The journey has been unpredictable and, at times, difficult, but it has been filled with God’s grace at every turn.
Trust in God's timing for your family
Trusting in the Lord has been the cornerstone of my motherhood journey. When I look back at the challenges we’ve faced, I see God’s hand guiding us, providing for us, and strengthening us. My boys have taught me that trusting God, even when the road ahead seems unclear, leads to blessings beyond anything we could have imagined. As a young mom, I’ve learned that God doesn’t need our plans to bring about His purposes. He simply asks us to trust Him, to lean on Him in our moments of doubt and fear, and to believe that He is working all things together for our good. My boys are living proof of that truth, and for that, I am endlessly grateful.